bloodyvalentine

2006-04-08T22:36:00.000-07:00

WOOTS. camilia just said it. she'll spit it all out to me one day. :0
:DD

2006-04-08T18:20:00.000-07:00

ytd was outside the WHOLE day ;)
trng in morning; chinatown heritage centre in afternoon; sentosa at night.
its nicholas' bdae bash. and we played soccer, volleyball, bball at sentosa. when i first saw nicholas at yushi's chalet, i seriously dint know that he is cass' bro. coz. they dont look alike! bleh.
we played soccer and vball at sentosa using vball. ahahhaha.
the guys were so commical. and nicholas yelled alot ytd. :P anw HAPPY BIRTHDAE NICHOLAS. hoho. i got high when camilia came. HOHO(: ACJC SWIMMING JC1 ARTS CLASS. xDD okaye im nt tt kaypo okay. went cass' hse void deck for cutting cake aft tt.

whoever that is touching the cake lah.

the nice fullview of the cake! (:

however, i only ate the strawberries. ^^ coz was quite full fm the cha kueh teow. i cant stand hawker centre food anymore! we sat in the hawker centre tables and chatted. i like VALERIE! SHES SO CUTE.ahahahaha. currently single. so everyone stands a chance. LOL.

bt i went home at 11pm. ): so anti-climax lah.

2006-04-07T04:39:00.000-07:00

is this how you wna see me?
so abstract.

i fought hard not to let them out of my eyes.

the pain is making unconscious, making me forget i should be loving you.
If there's music in the night, And it's really, really right, It's the only thing I need. it intoxicates your mind. All your troubles left behind So come on and take my lead. it's not just me who feels it music plays a mind trick watch me forget about missing you

2006-04-07T03:35:00.000-07:00

how i wish i could.

2006-04-05T04:34:00.000-07:00

You didnt hear me so. Because i gave you a very good excuse. By now you should've somehow. Realized what you gotta doI don't believe that anybodyfeels the way I do about you now And all the roads that lead to you were windingAnd all the lights that light the way are blindingThere are many things that I would like to say to youI don't know how I'm sure you've heard it all before.But you never really had a doubtI don't believe that anybody feelsThe way I do about you now.

my heart didnt skip a beat for you today.

bt cn i dont see you anymore?
the sight of you brings me back to the past.

2006-04-01T18:46:00.000-08:00

nicK: haiyo dage, GO MY FRENSTER. and gt it. (:

mortal: heh. you lamer. nvm, i shall lame with you. ^^

jm: yes, nick sounded v despo, so u shall send her the pic. XD

OMG. this is so lame.
http://yyanghann.youarelame.com/

hahhaa.

2006-03-31T04:40:00.000-08:00

COREEN IS PIG-BRAINED.
CASSANDRA IS A MAD-DOG.

they both share a same similarity- they are animals! :-O
apparently correnleebeehoon has a hollow hole at her head where our brains are s'pose to be.
i spent the whole 2.5hrs of math today explaining to coreenleebeehoon and tohlicheng about linear graphs. :DD

and because of cass' stupility, i have to pay $0.60 for it. :
grahhhhs.

ohya, ur class' food&funfair proposals are both approved. ^^
also we had this new seating arrangement. argh.
bt at least im nt sitting near alice. :
i officially bade farewell to my besties, licheng&bixuan. (:
they had spent the last yr with me too.

now im listening to this chinese song- kiss goodbye.
its real nice, i first heard it when im calling yushi. she had this song playing whenever u call her.
after much investigation, i found out this is sang by wang lee hom.
hence, he aroused my liking to chinese songs again! :P
i havent been listening to chinese songs since jaychou's last album, november's chopin.

OHYAYES. TMRW!
tmrw is the day im waiting so long for.

2006-03-29T02:28:00.000-08:00

chen ying: ahahaha. why u wna know my mortals huh? :P she is in 105. and im nt tt optimistic. heh. u fought v well on monday. keep it up! :D

guen: HEY. then the popular saleswoman wouldnt say anything about it meh? :x i mean, its weird for somebody in our sch to call st. jimmy. plat. ><

jm(: You don't have to flood me even if i flooded you. ^^ okay anw im nt sure if im gg this sun anot. haven ask my parents. u gg?

mortal: lol, u can just announce on my blog wht ur name is. x) she won't guess correct unless i tell her the ans.

OH SHUCKS. :x
nvm i shall go tmr.

i saw u in the bus stop.
i thought my heart would skip a beat.
bt it really ~~did~~.

We never got that far,This helps me to think all through the night.Bright lights that, won't kill me now, or tell me how, Just you and I, your starless eyes remain.Hip hip hooray for me, you talk to me, but would you kill me in my sleep?Lay still like the dead,From the razor to the rosary,We could lose ourselves,And paint these walls in pitchfork red.I will avenge my ghost with every breath i take,I'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with me,I'm taking back the life you stole.This hole you put me in,Wasn't deep enough,And I'm climbing out right now.You're running out of places to hide from me. When you go,Just know that I will remember you.If living was the hardest part,We'll then one day, be together.And in the end we'll fall apart,Just as the leaves change in color. And then I will be with you,I will be there one last time now.

2006-03-27T04:58:00.000-08:00

i do wonder, why am i fighting so hard for?
sometimes, i feel like just simply quiting the whole damn fucking shit of it.

2006-03-27T04:45:00.000-08:00

SAYGOODBYE.
to the good times we had.

2006-03-26T01:25:00.000-08:00

i suspect, my thigh muscle is tore..
its like, i cant stretch it :x
wl, its so fu*ked up..
How to run tml? how to jump tml?
okey fine. im finding excuses rite?
Yeah.. everytime i have injuries, its when im finding excuses,
However whenever your injured, you made the whole world synmpathetise with you..
is it very contradicting?

Do you ever try to ask me where am i injured? I believe i trained equally hard with others, but this is the prejudice you shown us.

Suddenly, i felt like breaking away from these sorrows, pains and painstaking people. I cant seem to communicate with them as well as before. It is just real amazing how fast people had changed. What " friends forever" , ALL bullshit. cow dung. pigass.
How i wish i could go back to primary school, where every minute of fun we had is plainly innocent and fun. I don't wanna talk to you, because i knew you would give me negative remarks NO MATTER WHAT i do. Even if i clinged the Olympics medal you won't even glance at me. All you will say is " oh, why never got maths omlypiad medal?"

Have you ever studied with me? in the same class? before? NO. Then you just judged based on your critical sense. fuck. my thigh is damn pain. I thought, you were so nice. But then, people changed.
whtever. im sick & tired of ALL YOUR NONSENSES.

i dont care about whether you can get wht you want anot. coz your are so a failure.

ohman, im absolutely pissed off now. ):
can we just hit the phone lines now?

2006-03-25T05:52:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICK DAGE! (:
hehehe. i still prefer to call u dage lah. ^^
today went for nick's chalet aft trng. trng was super gd lah, except for the newaza part, coz we watch the videos of nats. which is VERYVERY GOOD. :D
As i am watching the video, i really don't know that day was so tough, i won by a close shave lah. esp my semi-finals.

okay, then is nick's chalet. its pretty boring, so i just help out in BBQing. bt i go high when my "laogong" and her sis came. they are sir's daughters lah, if u ask me. :x hahahah. we went to pasir ris beach oso. and we took 1 pic. -.=

my pink polotee! ((: hahaha. jiemin was wearing nick's jacket, me in my tee, nick in her tomboyish shuirt, and the the black riding hook is luky! (: nt to 4gt, our photographer, CLARALIM! (:

hahahaha. i love jiemin and youhui and luk wern and nick! (((:

2006-03-22T04:31:00.000-08:00

SUGAR, I HAVE A CONFESSION TO MAKE.
IM SO PARANOID NOW.

2006-03-22T03:53:00.000-08:00

OHMYGODOHMYGOD.
jiemin just confessed that she loves me on her tag. :x
ahahahs. i love you babe too. (:

2006-03-22T03:39:00.000-08:00

tmr. :x
today is the 'A' div, and amanda had clinged the champion title for her category. while jiangyue managed to gt silver. :x im kinda freaked out now. coz, i had totally no confidence in my knee.
all the judo ppl are demented. nicolea dage has her ankle injury, luk wern is her wrist, and my injury is my right knee. ): our 'C' girls are all demented. not only us, the hci 'C' div aint no better too. :x according to tkzy, he has got wrist injury, bt he stil hv to play coz haokai is injured; tianci is also injured bt hv to play becoz sir asked him to try to; jw, david, benjamin, jiantong are all back injuries. -.= wad a coincidence!

okay anw im munching on my veggie salad and mashed potato. ^^

and theres this white kitkat crunchy and a toberlone on my study table, im so tempted to finish them, although i knew its for tml.

2006-03-17T23:41:00.000-08:00

bleghs. i was late for trng larh. bt i woke up at 7.30am.
coz...i was reading fm 7.30 to 9.10, was v engrossed in reading, so i dint notice the time had ticked away so fast. HAHAHHA im a bookworm lah. -grins. so i left home in a hurry, without eating any breakfast.

trng today was tiring, and my knee is worse. it cracks whenever i try to stand up. )x ahhh.
took 156 with hoiman home. she kept pinching my nose like its some kind of toy. i felt so hungry on bus, coz i dint eat. the afternon was also v stuffy, so i ended up slpg instead.

i tot i am okay with bengs, bt aft today ive decided t change my opinions abt em. bengs are just a bunch of restless irritating idiots. now i shallnt elaborate on how they irritate me. ):

NATIONALS is on next thurs, 23 of march. 9am at hougang secondary school. my first round wld be fighting against a bishan park sc girl. bt my knee. sigh.

2006-03-16T06:11:00.000-08:00

trng today was freaky. :x i got my nail scrapped off. and my bloody poor flesh is exposing. ewwws. besides that, my knee is nv okay. it hurts like hell now, i dont know why its doesnt hurt during trng, bt AFTER trng. i hate this.

TODAY THE SHUAI COOL HANDSOME HCI PERSON IN NATIONAL LIBRARY IS ME :DD
and i was dating siyu who was wearing ny uniform. ^^ and i was wearing hci uniform!

ohyucks. tml the badges thingy. ahhh. :s screw you larh.
i'll be along orachrd rd, pathetically trying to brainwash ppl to buy useless badges for 2bucks. :x

MY KNEE IS KILLING ME SOFTLY-

ben: YO! ^^
jm: er, why? hahaha. cya tml(: den we go shop shop aft CIP.
mortal: HELLOS! hahaha. how u noe im lazy to go? lol. u smart lil kiddo. XD

2006-03-15T04:32:00.000-08:00

baybeh u've lied to me. ): why do u hv to?
u know sometimes i really hope ur nt in love wiv me. coz..im nt worth of u..
so nt worth of u..
bt..im far too selfish to leave u again=/
iloveyoutoos.

Music make u lose control
today was on the phone for the whole day! :D
tml has got trng, and aft tt im gg to nat library for combined SIA meetg. :x
nat library is a nice place.
losta fond memories..
its relle a beautiful place..

i absolutely don't need your insults. thank your big fat mouth very much.

2006-03-15T00:40:00.000-08:00

fucking attitude. bitch whore. im bloody hell pissed now. shooooooooo!